Alright, white guilt becoming the next fucking excuse for white people to excuse their latent fucking racism. You know what? I am fucking disgusted because I am white. You fucking racist losers who say you support “black lives matters” because it is a trending topic on Twitter, but cant’s say a fucking word because an unarmed BLACK paramedic was gunned down in her bed because the police “made an error.”
Fuck you fellow white people, you totally fucking disgust me.
Alright, I had this conversation with a friend on Facebook…I love her.
June 5, 2020 (I edited her full name out.)
Dean: What’s next? Brown shirts and jackboots? Just another fucked up week in Dystopian America.
Linda: I have never been a conspiracy theorist – just too many variables/unknowns and most often junk science to boot (which, given the collective IQ of this country, can be peddled successfully more often than not). But no insignia on uniforms? It is valid to believe that they are not affiliated with any legitimate military or police force. So who are they? Where did they come from? WTF???? I am 68 years old and I have never, despite the vague grumblings and resistance movements of one stripe or another, believed that Nazi Germany could be reprised here. I am watching it happen before my very eyes and I am terrified to the point of abject fear. And I know you are too, Dean.
Dean: You’re goddamn right I am terrified. Since the orange haired idiot was elected, I have been feeling an increased state of paranoia. Too many instances of police brutality coming to the forefront, the disjointed messages coming out of 1600 Pennsylvania, the revolving door of people in the administration, and of course the clusterfuck that the pandemic has brought on. And smack dab in the middle of it, that asshole in the White House thumping his flabby chest saying that he is the greatest because the unemployment rate is going down, and saying that the economy has become better. Terrified? fucking A right I am.
Well, it’s the end of the week and I decided to do another rant, just my usual cranky old man ranting. I actually try to make some valid points towards the end of the video. (I actually recorded, edited, and posted this on the 8th, which was yesterday.)
Let me clarify my previous post. Yes, I am a bit stressed out because of the COVID-19 outbreak. So are other people who are considered “essential” workers. People such as retail workers that work in places that sell food and medicine (Price Chopper/Tops/Wegmans/Walmart/Walgreens.) Public transit workers. First responders such as police officers, firemen/women, and ambulance crews (paramedics/EMTs.) Health care workers have it the worst of all though, given that they are on the front line when it comes to dealing with people who have contracted the coronavirus. I would not be able to handle the shit they have to go through to take care of people, not just coronavirus victims, but the everyday suffering that happens to people. So yes, I am lucky I still have a job, but there are people who have their jobs also, and are at greater risk of contracting COVID-19. Basically, I am apologizing for being a whiny little bitch.
I am 61, America is in crisis, I still have to work because I am in an “essential” company, and I have to work overtime because of staffing shortages. And people say that I am “lucky” because “you still have a job.” Yes, but the job becomes for stressful when you have to double-up on what needs to be done. Think about that, Dystopian America
Since I have turned 60 years old, I thought that I was pretty much through with learning how to do things, but this past Saturday, I realized that we as a species, should never be afraid to stop learning. About two months ago, there was a signup sheet for AED (Automated External Defibrillation Device,) CPR (Cardio Pulmonary Resuscitation,) and First Aid training at my workplace, BCI-Empire Division. One of the first things that I did was pose the question on Facebook, “Should I do it?”
The overwhelming response was:
Here’s the thing, I don’t have a bone of altruism in my body at all, I am very much a pragmatist. But given that I am a pragmatist, I look at it as good business. The more people who can first respond when something medical happens, the better. Besides, the one opinion that made me decide was my husband. He is a retired health care technician, and has been trained in it. Basically, he ordered me to do it, and I am glad that I did.
So I went through the course, and now I know what to do when shit happens to other people, and I am in a position to help. And I will do it, plain and simple. Without reservation.
Yes, the world is truly getting more fucked by the minute. The terrorist attacks in Paris have put the entire planet on edge. Of course, the right-wingnuts here in the US are going to use it as an excuse to campaign for closing the borders of our country even more. Blowhards like Trump and Carson are going to become more strident in their anti-immigration efforts. The Second Amendment-quoting ammosexuals are going to hammer Congress and the Senate over gun-control laws so they can have an excuse to mass weapons that are made for one purpose, to kill people. We have workplaces enacting more security measures because of the uptick of workplace violence. And the American public is going to be forced into a paranoid stance that has them seeing ISIS-backed terrorists at every turn. More and more people are becoming distrustful of the police because of all the shootings that have happened in the past year. And the worst part of it all? All the information, conjectures, conspiracies, and disinformation is coming to use in one big flood over the Internet. It’s difficult for your average American to fathom it all, and even I find myself overwhelmed by all the shit that comes in at the speed of fiber optics. Is all of this a bellweather of a mass extinction event by our own hands? Who the fuck knows. All I know is that I am gonna go to bed, and when I wake up in the morning, the world will still be fucked, and I have to go to work.