
Processing Corruption Overload and a Casual Sunday with PapaDeanBear *with music*.
[Cue the main theme from “Escape From New York.” Call me Snake.]
Ahhhhh Sunday. The day of rest. Even God said “Fuck this shit, I’m tired” and handed control over to Adam and Eve and said, “You’re on your own, don’t fuck it up.” We all know what the fuck happened… (yeah, I read the Bible, Catholic upbring y’know? Glad I shook that shit off. – PDB)
I digress. So instead of doing my usual mass consumption of the news (mainly through my Yahoo homepage and YouTube) I thought I would shake it up by firing up Spotify (had to install the app again since I changed computer systems) and ruminate on all the bullshit that I have absorbed and still try to make sense of.
[Current on Papabear’s playlist, “Stereotomy” by The Alan Parsons Project, 7+ minutes of prog-rock perfection.]
It’s gotten so bad that when I go into the living room to talk to Dan, the first question out of his mouth is “What the fuck did he/they do now?” referring to Trump or his corrupt cabinet.
[Listening to Genesis, “That’s All.” Love me some Phil Collins vocals.]
With all the bullshit and fuckups that are going on in the world, I have forgotten about the simple pleasures that make me happy. Reading, for example. I have a shitload of mostly fiction (heavy science-fiction biased) books that I have accumulated over the past 50+ years. Just holding a book in your hand, relaxed, absorbing the written word at your own pace. (My niece Sheryl is the same way, reading helps keep her life in balance.)
[Listening to The Escape Club, “Wild, Wild West.” Dancing in my seat. Gotta move to the beat that we love best…]
Music…well music is a part of my life and I haven’t listened to it in quite a while. There was a time where when got out of work and needed to decompress, and putting on headphones/putting in earbuds and cranking up the tunes to drown out the grumpiness that I get after a stressful day. I realized that any music that I was listening to usually came up occasionally on YouTube (and the algorithm does suggest stuff that I like) and that wasn’t healthy. Hence, getting the app on my workstation again and firing it up.
[Listening to Wang Chung, “Dance Hall Days.” I feel goosebumps when the synthesizers kick in.]
Music does change my state of mind when I am stressed out. I deliberately avoid hard/metal rock (with a few rare exceptions.)
[Now playing: Gary Numan, “Cars.” The perfect song for someone who is a bit agoraphobic.]
“Here in my car I feel safest of all, I can lock all my doors, It’s the only way to live. In cars.”
My music playlist is filled with a varied list of artists. Some of them are:
- Pink Floyd
- Led Zeppelin (one of the hard rock exceptions)
- Fleetwood Mac
- Gary Numan
- The Alan Parsons Project (and Parsons’ subsequent solo work)
- The Power Station
- Asia
- Emerson, Lake, and Palmer
- Genesis
- Mike and the Mechanics
- Phil Collins
- Robert Palmer
- Rush
Yeah…I am more or less a prog-rock animal, but I have shit in my playlist that is all over the place…I just set it on shuffle and let it go. (And since I pay for Spotify, no commercials) Yes, it is escapism. Given how fucked up everything is on this little blue marble that we live on, can you blame anyone for looking for an escape?
[Now playing: Eddie Money (with Ronnie Spector, “Take Me Home Tonight.” Great song about yearning for love.]
There are various ways to escape. Me, I used to drink to excess (yes, PapaDeanBear is an alcoholic. I’ve been sober for six years.) Some people turn to hard drugs (note, I am a cannabis user,) some turn to extreme sports. Some turn to sex, some people try to connect with people of a similar demeanor. Some people write to express their frustrations with the world (yeah yeah dear readers, I am also holding a mirror up to me. – PDB)
[Now playing: Robert Palmer, “Every Kinda People.” The perfect anthem for celebrating cultural diversity…you know, what the current administration absolutely fucking hates!]
Yes, Papabear does use literary references in writing, and sometimes I use musical references. Too many people are so intent on pigeonholing other people into categories that can be used as a dog whistle to inflame others. A prime example, Dr. Abdul El-Sayed. Epidemiologist. Physician. Director of Health and Human Services for Wayne County in Michigan. Now the Senator-Elect for Michigan. Yet the only thing that is constantly hammered on in the messaging from the Republicans is that he is Muslim, and wants to enact Sharia law in the United States. (And Dr El-Sayed said himself “Do not believe the people who say I’m for Sharia law, I’m for shawarma law. If you get a shawarma and it’s got lettuce in it, it’s not shawarma, it’s just a sandwich. Someone has lied to you.” Now THAT is the way to disarm critics!)
[Now playing: Alan Parsons, “Turn It Up.” A song about speaking up when shit is hitting the fan and letting people know that things are seriously fucking wrong.]
“If there’s something you find to believe in, then the message must get through. So don’t just sit in silence when you know what to do. Turn it up. Turn it up, make it louder. Turn it up. Turn it up, make it louder.”
My writing has purpose. Not necessarily in the grand scheme of this fucked up universe, but a combination of therapy and frustration. Yeah, I can write the damn thing, post to WordPress, post links to it on Facebook, Twitter (I fucking refuse to call it X) and BlueSky. And hope someone will read it and maybe, maybe get the spark to open another tab in the browser and search for more information. Yes, I can be a little strident in my disdain for the current state of society. I’m gonna write about it. And I ran across a quote by Jay-Z (don’t judge me,) “Through our voices we really can affect change.” Yes, PapaDeanBear is just one voice, and as long as the First Amendment stays in existence and I am still alive, I am going to use that voice. Yes, I can be profane and sometimes I am wrong, but hopefully I can inspire others to use their voices.
[Now playing: Al Stewart, “Time Passages.”]
“The years run too short and the days too fast, the things you lean on are the things that don’t last, well it’s just now and then my line gets cast into these time passages. There’s something back here that you left behind. Oh time passages, buy me a ticket on the last train home tonight.”
Over the 67 years that I have been on fragile blue marble that we call home, I have seen a lot of shit go down. The assassinations of Martin Luther King Jr., Robert F. Kennedy, Indira Gandhi, Anwar Sadat, Yitzhak Rabin, and yes even Charlie Kirk. The takeaway from that is for all those who want progressive change (except for Kirk,) there will always be someone who wants to silence their voice (and yes, just as the First Amendment protects my speech, Charlie Kirk has the right to say what was on his mind, as repugnant as it was.) The Watergate indecent which toppled Richard Nixon’s presidency. The taking of hostages in Iran after the Pahlavi regime was toppled. The fall of The Berlin Wall. The first moon landing. The explosion of the Challenger 73 seconds after it launched in 1986. The destruction of the Columbia when it reentered the atmosphere in 2003. I have lived through the Cold War, the dissolution of the Soviet Union, 9/11 attacks, the Great Recession, The COVID-19 pandemic. 14 presidencies. (The dipshit in the White House is counted as two different administrations.) The deaths of friends and family members (especially my sister Agnes over three years ago, which hit papabear very hard because she was the family anchor.)
[Playing “We Didn’t Start The Fire” by Billy Joel…kind of appropriate for the mood I am in now.)
“We didn’t start the fire. It was always burning since the world’s been turning.
We didn’t start the fire. No, we didn’t light it but we tried to fight it”
That is the whole point of my writing, someone has to document the shit that is happening. Given the current propensity of the mass media machine and the political machine to gloss over the real facts about what is going on in the world, independent media has a moral imperative to expose the backroom dealings and the corruption that has permeated the our society. Our society has changed so much in the past ten years, and the commiditization of information sources has resulted in a bias that people aren’t even aware of. The other reason I write I gave before (see above.)
[Playing “Right Now” by Van Halen… An anthem to take action.)
“C’mon turn, turn this thing around. Right now, hey it’s your tomorrow. Right now, c’mon, it’s everything. Right now, catch a magic moment, do it right here and now. It means everything”
The thing is, things ain’t gonna happen unless you get off your fuckin’ ass and DO SOMETHING!” Some people volunteer to make things better for others (like my husband Dan, who volunteers with SAGEUpstate.) Some people go into politics to hopefully effect change for the betterment of humanity. And a sign that change is possible, the shifting of the political makeup in Washington (due to a higher than average turnout in the midterms) a more progressive/liberal makeup in both the House and the Senate will be sworn in on January 6.
And of course, there will be those of us on the fringes, who are observing the degeneration of our society into dystopia, and taking hands to the keyboard to push back against the dystopian narrative. Myself included. As long as the First Amendment is protected, and I am still breathing I will point out the bullshit.
Stay informed, folks. Stay vigilant.
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